Below are the 18 most recent journal entries recorded in Mandy's LiveJournal:

Monday, August 10th, 2009
1:51 am	Lion King 2 I'm starting to update this thing more frequently, I guess, even though I never really have much to say. But today is an important day in the history of me. I have just figured out recently that The Lion King 2 is about racism. How, you ask? Allow me to explain: - Simba, Kiara, and Nala are all white because they are golden lions - and Kovu and Nuka are black/hispanic because they are brown/black lions - and Zira and Vitani are hispanic because of their coat color And see, Simba was judging Kovu because of where he came from and that he was supposed to be scar's "chosen one", but Kovu really didn't want to, so Simba was being racist in that he didn't want to give Kovu a chance even after he saved Kiara's life. Also, after careful consideration and thinking, I've come to realize that the movie is basically just like my life. I am like Kiara in that I am in love with someone of a different race while my father is like Simba who doesn't want his daughter to be with someone like that because he is judging him on where he comes from and his background. Nala is like my mother who is pretty much neutral and very tolerant either way. Kovu, obviously, is like my boyfriend who is of a different race than me, but he loves me anyway. Zira (though she is female, but also Kovu's guardian) is like my boyfriend's father who doesn't like me because I am not their race. Vitani is like my boyfriend's mother who isn't really affected either way. She neither dislikes me or likes me really. And Nuka is like my boyfriend's annoying brother who is just a jerk either way and should indeed be crushed under a bunch of sticks. See what I mean? I never really thought about it before today. :o Does every movie have a deeper meaning?! :3 That's awesome. And my boyfriend and I are going to get through it just like anyone else. Love will indeed find a way! Current Mood: amused Current Music: Love Will Find A Way (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 3rd, 2007
4:17 pm	Tears of Pain "Everything hurts. Everything hurts," that's all I've been saying all day. And everything DOES hurt. Physically and mentally. I think I need some serious therapy or something. Why would you cry just because someone goes off somewhere else? Why would you keep repeating someones name over and over and talking about needing someone? Maybe I just need to listen to others more and shut up about myself. I'm really too wrapped up in my own problems. I was thinking about skipping church tonight, seeing how horrible I feel. I was still thinking it over. I decided not to go, but why stay home? It's not like I have anyone to talk to or anything to do. I can't sleep anymore. I've no reason for anything. No one cares. And those who do are long gone for the time being. Many who used to no longer do because something bigger, more important has come about. Being the shy, meek, little mouse is hard. I have no place except in the cat's stomach. My eyes are red and burning though my salty tears were cold. I suppose once I'm calm, and my eyes have dried, and my face is no longer red, I'll get up and go do something with my pathetic self. Yup...something...pathetic...hazy. Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Friday, February 23rd, 2007
2:08 am	Comment? PWEESE!!!!! I'm making an effort to update! At least be happy for that, and if you actually read this entry, post a comment before I eat your soul. So! Today has been such a lovely spongey day, litterally. My friends and I continuously talked about sponges. O_O Then we watched this movie at school. It was funny. When they bleeped out the cussing, my friend's like "they stole the word!" Lol too much KH2 for her. Then in the front of us, my female friend and this girl were, like, laying on each other's shoulders like a couple. It was amusing. Surprising they'd do that in public. Lol. I'm going to meet one of my internet friends tomorrow. I can't wait. I suddenly noticed how random my journal entries are. One or so paragraphs about a million different things. Lol, yea, oddness! Anyways, thats all. Farewell. Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 18th, 2007
2:11 am	Woo This long weekend has turned out okay so far^^. I was at a party yesterday night and part of today. I met a new friend who totally pwns! Then tonight I was persuaded to join two new sites. Gaia online was first, then I later joined IMVU. Lol, I believe the second I prefered. Nothing like hugging your bf in a virtual world, ya know? =P Lol. He got bored of it after awhile though, so we went back to MSN^^. I'm supposed to go to churcgh tomorrow morning, but I reckon I'll skip. I have more important things to do, which are classified business\ information and not viewable to the public. =D Oh, go me! Current Mood: pleased (Comment on this)
Friday, February 9th, 2007
11:02 pm	Love and Romance... Ever noticed how, when you're getting romantic with someone late at night, time seems to slow to a standstill, but it still seems to be going so fast? Ever had those butterflies in your stomach that made you feel uncomfortable when you were getting all romantic with someone, but as uncomfortable as it was, you still loved it? Just a thought here, but it's wonderful, amazing even. Anyway, I have no idea where any of this came from. I was just thinking about it and IMing and all that whatnot and junk. I wanted to think about it openly, so where do I go? Live Journal, of course! Go me. Great thinking, Mandeh. Yes, Mandeh! It's Mandeh! Anyways...that's it. Lol. So long. *vanishes* Current Mood: mellow (Comment on this)
6:06 pm	Ahh!! Ahh! No! I'm forgeting to update again. Bad Mandy! *hits head* Anyways, in the past few days, stuff (boring stuff, but stuff) has taken place. One day, this little 6th grade midget pissed me off. We were just sitting at our table and my friends just HAD to talk to the evil little kids. So we somehow got into talking about us eighth graders ruling the school and all. So this one stupid little 6th grader is all like "Nu uh! Boys rule the school 'cause God's a boy." As if the sexist comment wasn't enough, but he had to bring friggin' religion into it! I swear, if we weren't in a school, I'd have ripped out his throat right there along with his heart, kidneys, liver, and spleen. Also, a few days earlier, I developed my fear of the poseur goth. So the way this one goes, me and my friend were walking down the hall. We did nothing wrong, but we saw poseur goth get hit on the shoulder with a paper ball. My friend thought it was funny, so she laughed. I looked away, so he thought it was me laughing and he's all like "Think you're funny huh?" Then something bad, cuss words or something, and he kicked my bookbag. Hehe. That was foolish of him, seeing as it only amused me shortly. That was Tuesday. I remember because we walked to the elementary school shortly after. For some reason, I feared the poseur for the rest of the day. Foolish of me. Really. Oooh and today, we had this hot bus driver sub. He was like, 22 or something, but he only looked like 17! OMG he was hot. But the other kids on the bus just HAD to be assholes just because he parked off the road to wait for the guy to come fix the bus. Pathetic. Now he'll probably never come back. :( Current Mood: tired (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, February 4th, 2007
9:46 pm	No Subject =P Well! Today was...odd. Okay, so I woke up at 2:00 PM. I went to see Epic Movie at 2:30. When I came back, I got mad at my boyfriend for no reason what so ever. Then at church, I got mad at my two friends for ignoring me. When I had been in the room at least five minutes, one of my friends is like "When did you get here?" Oblivious idiots. Some friends. And(random comment here) on school days, I normally get up at 6 and come online before school. Well, I've been a day ahead all week, and my alarm was still set, and it went off this morning. So I got up, did my morning thing, and went online. When I got there, I'm like, 'Aww, Austin's not here.' I figured he'd be by later, so I lay back on the carpet and began to doze. About a minute later, I realized it was actually Sunday, so I climbed back up onto my bed after closing the laptop. And went back to sleep, not waking again till two. Lol. Weird day it's been. Current Mood: indescribable (1 Comment |Comment on this)
2:41 am	Bored... Haven't been here in awhile...need something to waste my life on suddenly since life sucks. So here's an entry... about nothing. I went on a trip with the church choir today. I loved singing, but I hated practicing rythums. But anyways, I rode in a bus for 2 whole hours. It may sound odd, but I think that was my favorite part. o.o I love riding to places more than being at the place. Yeah, I'm weird. I kept aggrivating my friend and ruffling his hair. It feels so funny. Lol. Me and my other friend were listening to her ipod. I hate ipods, but I needed entertainment. I just hated it when she was trying to get me to guess something or another. I despise guessing games. They give me headaches. Although I happen to suffer chronicle headaches anyway. Like right now. Maybe if I weren't stupid enough to stay up late, being bored, and\or ignored, my head wouldn't hurt right now. Okay, I'm not going to start ranting about headaches, but they hurt. And on a random note, I will NEVER understand boys. You guys are WEIRD. First it's like "I miss you so much!" Then when I'm free it's like "I'm going to this party...on this game..." You know who you are. What is it with you guys? Is it like..."I miss you when you're gone, but when you're here, you're no different."? *shakes head* WEIRD! -.- And then the other guy! "I love talking to you." Then it's all like "I'm playing Xbox Live. Don't bother me!" What is it with you!? Schizo! You like me or you hate me. No in between. Can't you tell? And on ANOTHER random note, why is "busy" an emotion option? If you're BUSY, you're not likely to be writing an entry here. BUSY people are off playing video games or having parties or writing stories, but most BUSY people aren't writing journal entries. I've wished death on so many people, so many times for that for ignoring me with their busy selves. I mean, gosh! No one undestands my emotions though, so, in your eyes, yes, I'm psycho. DEAL WITH IT!!! Current Mood: bored (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 16th, 2006
1:24 am	My friend is back He's my friend, so I'm not saying you should care, but after about a month of worrying and thinking he's dead, my AIM friend comes back. Yes, how rude! Making me worry like that! ;_; So guess what! I got tagged again by DE. Sigh. I'm too lazy to tag anone else, but: List seven songs you are into right now. No matter what the genre, whether they have words, or even if they're not any good, but they must be songs you're really enjoying right now. Post these instructions in your livejournal along with 7 songs. Then tag 7 people to see what they're listening to. 1.Miss Murder – AFI 2.Flagpole Sitta – Harvey Danger 3.Friends Forever – Puffy Ami Yumi 4.some rock song on a mix my friend gave me 5.Make Me Bad – Korn 6.Welcome Home (Sanitarium) – Metallica 7.Sweet Home Alabama – (I forgot who sings that) There that's done, now lets all go be happy. Off I go into the mists of the night. (Comment on this)
Monday, July 10th, 2006
12:03 pm	Mandy Everyone knows my name is Mandy, right? Right, ok good for you. I was on vacation over the previous week and my friend let me listen to an awesome song on her ipod called, "Mandy". Woo hoo! I'm famous! So I went to Savannah, Georgia, USA. We went to the beach twice and I got and still have, can you all guess? Ack! Sunburn...oh the pain! Ok, so it doesn't hurt anymore. Anyways, I almost drowned 4 or 5 times and learned how horrible saltwater tastes and that it makes your throat hurt and never to go into big waves if you wish to breathe. I was gothic for a day, wearing all black and a spikey wristband and of course my watch. Always gotta know the time, ya know? And yeah...bunnies are furry. Don't forget it! Current Mood: calm (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 24th, 2006
6:59 pm	I've finally got something to say Even though no one's reading this, my friend, who doesn't have an account here, suggested I post about my amusement park trip, so I shall. I obviously went to an amusement park. (Duh) My friend and I rode tons of roller coasters, and as I lay awake Wednesday night, I could still feel the awesome turns and loops and going upside down. We rode like two rides that weren't roller coasters. They were orright. I had a totally awesome time! I wanna go again someday. Also, that was one day I had more water than soda. Woohoo! Go me! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006
5:01 pm	My first period is full of idiots! I discovered today how stupid my first period is! Don't get me wrong, I love language arts. It's just the class I'm trapped with for language that I don't like. They're so stupid! Only me and like one other person could pick, out of a choice of three sentances, the sentance that contained a subordinate clause and we just learned it like last week! It feels good to be smart, but how stupid can you get? I'd understand it if you had never heard the word subordinate clause, but it was last freaking week! Or maybe I'm just gifted, eh? It's good to be me today. Current Mood: shocked (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 20th, 2006
11:29 pm	I had a good night! I went to my friend's house for a party. The crew was small, but it was fun! We had a dance off doing the monkey and everything! We did the cha cha slide and macarina. Then we went in for dinner. I had a hamburger and some cheese doodles and we blabbed about Doctor Who.,and other cool stuff. We played Donkey Konga and Dance Dance Revolution too. It was so awesome, but I'm glad it wasn't a sleepover. I didn't feel like spending the night. I had two cokes and a sprite and am quite wound up by now. Can you tell? Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
12:00 pm	I don't feel like talking to anyone today... Obviously, I feel like staying reclusive in my room and not talking to anyone online today. Too bad my computer's not hooked up in my room, eh? I just feel tierd and don't wanna sleep. Well, you'd feel tired too if you had been in a car for around 30 minutes after your babysitting shift! I'm only planning to talk to a few people, so I'm using my mom's AOL account as I type this. I may talk to my friend Katie, whom you wouldn't ever have heard of, and Dark Espeon, whom I'm sure you have. He seems pretty popular around these parts. Yes, I'm feeling emo today... Current Mood: tired (Comment on this)
Friday, May 19th, 2006
4:34 pm	subject? Hmm...I had another headache today and Ashleigh annoyed me to death! Tonight I have to watch two annoying little kids, who are even worse, from like 8:00PM to 1:00AM. Also, they have no internet or cable or sattilite or anything at their house! I'll be bored out of my mind unless I can somehow hook my internet up over there, which I doubt. I'll probably just read, write, and watch DVDs on my laptop. Hopefully, the little brats will be asleep. Hey, at least I get 20 dollars or so out of all this. Oh yeah, almost forgot. Dark Espeon said something about ten fictional characters I'd like to have sex with...that's easy, but sadly, most of the people I talk to aren't LJ members...so I can't tag anyone. 1.Scipio Massimo from The Thief Lord 2.Ren from Diabolo 3.Kilik from the Soul Calibur series 4.Kelvin fron Raven's Gate 5.Gary from Pokemon 6.InuYasha from InuYasha 7.Jake whatever his last name is from Unfabolous 8.Harry Potter from Harry Potter 9.Cedric whatever his last name was from Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire 10.Roxas from Kingdom Hearts 2 Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Monday, May 15th, 2006
4:15 pm	My Day... I had my average day at school besides the sleeping in my first class. On the bus, it was actually peaceful, which is good because I had a headache anyways, and it's not because the girl who sits next to me wasn't there. We had gotten yearbooks, and I was letting her look at it while I leaned against the window with my eyes closed and my hand on my forehead. I overhead a conversation some kids were having about homosexuality and wanted to strangle them over some of the things they said. Some people seriously need to get a life! It's like my world Geography teacher said, if we knew him all year and suddenly at the end of the year he announced he was homosexual, we wouldn't go running out of the portable screaming "AH MR.G. IS GAY!! RUN FOR YOUR LIFE!!" and that's just making it funny! Current Mood: annoyed (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
1:15 pm	At church Okay, imagine walking down a hallway full of sunday school classrooms and hearing someone go "The Bible teaches us alot about God, doesn't it?" And little children replying, "Yeah!" I'm telling you, it was scary! They treated them like pet animals! And the pet animals actually responded like pet animals!*shudders* Good thing I don't remember back that far! Now, on a brighter side, after our first performance, we had lots of fun creeping this guy in the quire out. We'd look at pictures on a wall, he'd copy us. When we started acting like old people, we scared him away. LOL! He came back and we scared him again. It would've been funnier, had you seen it! My stomach still hurts from laughing! (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 13th, 2006
8:25 pm	If it matters to anyone... If you're reading this (which I doubt) and you really care to read on, good for you. Hm...let's see. My life is actually pretty boring right now. Tomorrow is mother's Day and I, unfortunatly, have to sing in fron of a bunch of old people who there won't even be enough of to fill the sanctuary! I have to stay there for around four hours and sing the stupid song only twice! Then after each time, I'll have to listen to the preacher go on about cars and God and crap like that. Well, it was cars last time. Mom said it expressed a point, but I didn't find one. So anyways, we get to sing, listen to the supposedly point expressing service, sing again, and yet again, listen to the boring service. Trust me, Mom's gonna make me stay for both services...possibly all three! Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)